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[26 Oct 2009|10:47pm] |
I'm tired. Here's my son...
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[13 Sep 2009|12:05am] |
I think that I'm leaning towards really not wanting to go to this. The more I see of it, the more I know that I will not be into it. In any way whatsoever. It's weird. Dirty. Filthy. Obnoxious. Probably loud. Cold. Crowded. I'm am starting to think that my friend is trying to hype it up more because his wife is the one who really wants to go, and he has no choice but to fold up like a lawn chair and give in to her demand. Which the next and last move of desperation is to try and drag me down with this sinking ship of evil.
I really am not a fan of naked women. Especially doing stupid performances. I really honestly think that it really might be half of the reason I don't want to do this. The more years that go by without sex I think that the more offended I am by women in general. It's been seriously like 6 years now. And it just gets worse. Before in my younger years I used to think that I was with them to take advantage of them. But it's much worse than that. I realize that maybe my goal was to straight up ruin them. One might think I was gay. However I want the same for any males as well. I think my feelings for my parents have deranged my mind into a sickness toward the whole human race. How do you fix that? Will life ever be normal for me? Is there a catagory for what I am? Besides crazy?
I like to think so. I used to think that I would find someone, then build a family then all will be fixed. Because I could start over. But that would be way to easy. The reality of it would be a disaster. I think that might be why my relationship I'm in is perfect. We don't want kids. We focus on ourselves as a whole. No outside interference. "family issues"
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgg...I don't want to go to this thing. I'm going to bed. My mind is not positive right now.
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[31 Aug 2009|10:34pm] |
I had the greatest vegan pizza ever today once again.
I purchased my first Gundam kit.
I'm awaiting the dura lar for the hockey game that should be here in a few days.
I watched Train Man yesterday for the first time, and CJ7 tonight.
AND -
I have one more today off before I go back to work.
Things are good.
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[29 Aug 2009|12:11am] |
plexi glass is ruining my life. this is turning out to be the most expensive hockey game ever created.
work is ruining my life.
staying up late is ruining my mental health.
Assassin's Creed is the best game that no one likes. It only figures that I love it. I can't trust normal people and I knew this. So why did I believe the negative flak for it?
Can't wait until 2. Then 3.
I'm going to sleep until 4pm tomorrow.
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[21 Aug 2009|08:14pm] |
4 days off. This is really what rules.
There is never anything I want to write in this thing. Nothing. A million things go through my head every day and then when I have time to sit and do this boring internet documentation, everything is just gone. Either not important enough to post that anyone would ever be interested in reading, or just gone completely.
The only things I can really think of at the moment are I'm off for the weekend. I always look foreward to this. Why is fore ward not one word? It always corrects me when I write it as one. Is it improper English? If so why hasn't anyone corrected it into this damn century? Like online. For some reason when I type online at work it doesn't recognize it and goes "did you mean on line?"
No, not like a damn fishing line.
The English language needs to be re written. Plain and simple. Children speak in text language. Imagine how many English errors there are in schools. What sounds more logical, saying "no that's incorrect say it like it was said in the year 1835" or just updating shit?
Anyhow, I purchased my hockey game. It will rule. And I will modify it into a replica of Joe Louis Arena. I need to find the specs of the ice sheets so I can have a clear plexi glass sheet milled to make it look like real ice. Updates will come.
Hot Shots Golf for ps3 rules.
Can't wait for the new games coming out soon.
I read a story about this model that read some shit on someones blog that she didn't like, so she files a law suit against them to find out who they really were. I guess it didn't have their real name or whatever on it. So the court ruled in favor of her. Now her attorneys are trying to I don't know...F them in the ass or something legally. I'm assuming money wise. My question is isn't that a violation of privacy and their first amendment rights? So it's now only a matter of time before the internet will really be fucked. If I say my ex girlfriend is a skank bitch whore, I could be taken to court and fined.
...However..
Wouldn't they legally have to prove that she's not a skank bitch whore? How would that work? Would they have witnesses testify and have factual evidence that proves otherwise?
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[18 Aug 2009|01:26pm] |
I like this site because no ones on it anymore. They have all moved on to sites where you can annoy the shit out of people further. who cares what anyone writes or thinks, as long as you can view slutty photos and notify everyone every time you take a shit.
I've gone through and viewed all of my friends pages, and no one really uses them anymore.
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[13 Aug 2009|09:51am] |
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"In conflict, straightforward actions generally lead to engagement, surprising actions generally lead to victory."
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[30 Jul 2009|08:31am] |
Im an ocean in your bedroom
Make you feel warm
Make you want to re-assume
Now we know it all for sure
Im a dance hall dirty breakbeat
Make the snow fall
Up from underneath your feet
Not alone, Ill be there
Tell me when you want to go
Im a meth lab first rehab
Take it all off
And step inside the running cab
Theres a love that knows the way
Im the rainbow in your jail cell
All the memories of
Everything youve ever smelled
Not alone, Ill be there
Tell me when you want to go
Sideways falling
More will be revealed my friend
Dont forget me
I cant hide it
Come again make me excited
Im an inbred and a pothead
Two legs that you spread
Inside the tool shed
Now we know it all for sure
I could show you
To the free field
Overcome and more
Will always be revealed
Not alone, Ill be there
Tell me when you want to go
Sideways falling
More will be revealed my friend
Dont forget me
I cant hide it
Come again get me excited
Im the bloodstain
On your shirt sleeve
Coming down and more are coming to believe
Now we know it all for sure
Make the hair stand
Up on your arm
Teach you how to dance
Inside the funny farm
Not alone, Ill be there
Tell me when you want to go
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[27 Jul 2009|09:34pm] |
Jesus don't want me for a sunbeam. 'Cause sunbeams are not made like me.
Don't expect me to cry for all the reasons you had to die. Don't ever ask your
love of me.
Don't expect me to cry.
Don't expect me to lie.
Don't expect me to die for thee.
Jesus don't want me for a sunbeam. 'Cause sunbeams are not made like me.
Don't expect me to cry for all the reasons you had to die. Don't ever ask your
love of me.
Don't expect me to cry.
Don't expect me to lie.
Don't expect me to die for thee.
Jesus don't want me for a sunbeam. 'Cause sunbeams are not made like me.
Don't expect me to cry for all the reasons you had to die. Don't ever ask your
love of me.
Don't expect me to cry.
Don't expect me to lie.
Don't expect me to die.
Don't expect me to cry.
Don't expect me to lie.
Don't expect me to die for thee.
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[01 Jan 2009|07:48pm] |
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hopefully a better year.
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